Thursday, March 8, 2007

5 years in IIT

The 5 years during which i have changed so much that sometimes it becomes difficult for me to adapt in the places i was in before coming to IIT. It all commenced with my first footstep in this so called the best institute. Within 24 hrs of stay i started realizing that life is going to be different and pitiful, if i dun change, can't create my own identity and the only solution to that was to keep myself motivated.

First year just passed in adapting to this new arena wherein, English was not only a part of curriculum but the necessary tool for survival, Being selfish was a matter of pride, To think big and dream even bigger was a routine practice, Everyone was best from wherever he or she belonged to and where expressing feelings meant nonsense.
So i was learning life the way it was going to be, making new friends, though always thinking to get out of this place as soon as i can . And somehow a year passed by and all i had achieved over the year was a certificate of passing exam and found a person who wud become my the best friend in coming years of stay in this place if at all i survived anymore.

Second year brought new hopes, new faces to watch and a spirit to perform the best of me, everything was exactly as i wanted it to be and the auspicious time resulted in an academic performance that not only boosted the confidence but also helped me in deciding where should i put in the best efforts . year passed on, care and trust reinforced bonds among friends, academia became the priority and survival was no more an issue. Now it was time to celebrate and enjoy life the way it was shaping .

Third year came and life was just getting better and suddenly time stopped and life shattered with one word "demise". I went home and returned broken and feeling cheated. And thats when the person i mentioned in my first year wud be the best friend became the one and only . He stood by my side every time i needed, listened everything my heart wanted to say, guided every time i asked him to. He made me understand " Every event that happens is sure for better future iff u can act accordingly the needs of outcome of that event " .

Though it took me sometime to gain self confidence but again there i was to prove myself, to face any challenge, and to create my own identity but in a different place, the place i was born and brought up in . I had decided it is time for revenge, everyone who agreed with me was respected and everyone who didn't, meant nothing to me. I tried hard, luck favoured and there i was standing out of crowd. My every dream till date was reality and i took all credit for what i had become over the span of eventful time.

Fourth year brought responsibilities, hopes and an attitude to never say die. And the vacation time that i spend at home did wonders for me and there it was so called perfect performance ( There were only two aims when in institute, learn life and perform in acads) and as i had learnt so much about life in vacations that it was time to perform in acads and the rest is history . I scored a perfect 10 and i was more then happy with the way i was doing .

Finally it was time to say good bye to old friends (B.Techs) and to welcome new friends ( M.Techs). We celebrated the success of everyone and enjoyed every bit of life.

And there i was in the final and the Fifth year of my stay in IIT. A person who still loved to walk alone, who still was not gud at English, who cudn't become selfish to the extents he wanted to be, whom very few of the people will respect or will care for but i was self gratified.

Time is running, i am almost done with all my responsibilities as of now and have made everyone feel that there exists an arbit person KK .

8 comments:

Manju Mahala said...

U said u r not good at expressing feelings.
I say u r one of the best at expressing urself.After my comment u need not to have anyother approval :P

Anonymous said...

It's just amazing...while reading I started imagining u the way u brought up urself and adapted in a totally new world..u hv expressed urself to tht level of excellence..grrrr8

Quick Fix bites said...

I shouldnt say a word as you spoke for yourself...

Manju Mahala said...

kya baat hai KK ;)...Khoob achche comments aa rahe hai :P

Anonymous said...

sweta said....
really inspirational.
keep going the way u r.
All the best.

Roopali said...

u have expressed urself in a manner that a person who dosent know you can also get an idea about u....bahut achche se likha hai or apni feelings ko achche se express kiya hai....and one thing people who respect you and love u are only the people about whom you should care....i think dont bother about rest....

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