As a kid i was a very adorable one, one with whom everybody enjoyed be it older or be the kids of same age group. I used to be a person who enjoyed having quite gud relationship with everyone i came across to . But times changed and so did the persons around me and so did i and today i know, not surely for better when it comes to relationships.
When i moved to Kota for studies, i met different type of persons. Persons who will stand by you but only if u can stand to their expectations. So there i learnt that most of the relationships are nothing but just a business though unobserved for all and an unusual one for me. So i started being a person who was very selective in making or maintaining relations. Till then it was right as i was also busy with my acads and never really cared for persons to stand by me as i was a self gratified person.And thanks to some really great friends who let me realize that it is all about understanding rather than the word "Relation".
Then i moved to Mumbai to pursue my engineering, first day at college and i knew choices to make new relations are quite less as i wasn't half as good as other guys were and everyone expects something better. And that didn't help, so i started developing in to a introvert kind of person and then as time passed by, life and persons i had lived up to all expectations of started disappointing to me , the word "Relation" lost it shine. And i came across to persons i had such great understanding with that i wudn't hesitate to take any decision of them for me.
Today i neither have any "Relations" nor any of the long lasting emotions with anyone, all i have with others is understanding which is always at the same level with certain person and i know there are not many with whom level is above my expectations. People say i am not gud at relations and i say relations have never been to me. Whatever it is, i am quite happy with the way i interact with people though sometimes my expectations are too high a barrier but then not always u gain in business!!!
When i moved to Kota for studies, i met different type of persons. Persons who will stand by you but only if u can stand to their expectations. So there i learnt that most of the relationships are nothing but just a business though unobserved for all and an unusual one for me. So i started being a person who was very selective in making or maintaining relations. Till then it was right as i was also busy with my acads and never really cared for persons to stand by me as i was a self gratified person.And thanks to some really great friends who let me realize that it is all about understanding rather than the word "Relation".
Then i moved to Mumbai to pursue my engineering, first day at college and i knew choices to make new relations are quite less as i wasn't half as good as other guys were and everyone expects something better. And that didn't help, so i started developing in to a introvert kind of person and then as time passed by, life and persons i had lived up to all expectations of started disappointing to me , the word "Relation" lost it shine. And i came across to persons i had such great understanding with that i wudn't hesitate to take any decision of them for me.
Today i neither have any "Relations" nor any of the long lasting emotions with anyone, all i have with others is understanding which is always at the same level with certain person and i know there are not many with whom level is above my expectations. People say i am not gud at relations and i say relations have never been to me. Whatever it is, i am quite happy with the way i interact with people though sometimes my expectations are too high a barrier but then not always u gain in business!!!
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Just the way Kk feels... :)
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